Showing posts with label Depression. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Depression. Show all posts

Thursday, July 07, 2016

1st appointment

So today I met with a "resident" doctor and a psychologist. He (the doctor) ran the show and she (the psychologist) was there to add in anything if needed. So it wasn't a "real" therapy appointment but basically like a "consultation" to help the resident doc's deal with patients seeking therapy and maybe to help them spot patients that might benefit from therapy. It definitely wasn't a wasted trip for me (even though they were running an hour behind!!!) So we started off with what meds I was on, why I was on them, and how long I'd been on them. Then he wanted to know why I thought I need to seek help. We spent about 15 minutes talking and they gave me 2 places to call here in my town (my doctors office is about 45 minutes away from my house). The psychologist gave me a few tips on what to look for in a therapist, she talked about how my relationship with the therapist needs to be 100% about trust and to listen to my gut if I feel it's "off" or I'm not happy in the relationship. 
I also did a little googling and found a private practice I might call. It's an older woman but she deals specifically with depression and relationship problems. However it might take a while to get in to see here where as the one place that was suggested is a huge "practice" and they said I'd probably get an appointment with a week!!!
I'm suppose to check back in with my docs office a month to 6 weeks from now. But if I needed them for anything to call right away. Like if I can't find a therapist near me that I like, they have other resources for me. So that's where I'm at, I'm hoping to make some calls tomorrow and I'll hopefully report back with some good news!!!

Tuesday, July 05, 2016

Check up

So I had a check up with my doctor today, just the usual every 6 month are you still crazy but not killing people check up. I cried though, ugh!!! I hate crying and I hate crying in front of people even more!! He asked me if I felt OK and I gave the "eh" answer and he was like "that's not the answer I'd hoped for" and then I was like I'm ok but my marriage is basically a shit show!!! 😢 So we talked for a bit and I was like "I've actually been thinking I need to talk to someone, but I wasn't sure who..." And he was like "guess what, we have a psychologist on staff and she comes here every Thursday, we can totally set you up with an appointment with her!!!" I was like "YES!!!" So I actually got in this Thursday, like 2 days from now. I was sure I'd have to wait a few weeks!! So hoping this is gonna help big time. Not gonna lie, I'm nervous as hell but I know I need this!!! I also had to get the blood work I'd been putting off for 2 years and my weight was up, but I knew that and he didn't critize we just talked about it and why it was up, the whole tanked relationship!! He wants to see me back in early September. To see how the other appointments are going and to hopefully talk about my sleep study I've also been putting off. I really was going to do it 6 months ago but I never got the referral, so hopefully it will come this time!!!